Lost for words
But found for pain
Missing love
But not disdain
There is no love
There is no hope
Cant think of any
Ways to cope
Cant find the answer
Lost my way
Begin again
A brand new day
I swore it was over
I wanted it done
But still in my heart,
I thought you were the one
I tried other people
But they ended worse
I tried to move on
But I can't break this curse
I'd thought you were over
Than a blast from the past
You were back in my heart
This time's just like the last
But I hope in the end
It turns out alright
Cause' I'm still thinking of you
Before bed every night
I felt so alone
But now I really do
Now that you are gone
I only think of you
I cannot bear the pain
That i now feel inside
It's driving me insane
And I've nowhere to hide
I'm all alone and now I think
My heart has truly died
What's the point
It's all the same
No matter what
It ends in pain
Love is fake,
Love is blind,
The pain you take
Leaves hope behind
Your heart will sing
Your mind will fly
Cause they got tricked
It's just a lie
What is it about you
That I can't resist
What is it about you
That I have missed,
Why is it without you
I start to cry
But when I am with you
My heart seems to fly,
In my head I belive
My feelings are gone
But my heart still knows
That, that is all wrong
But still I do know
That this is true
For some crazy reason
I know I love you
It hurts to care
It hurts to cry
It isn't fair
I want to die
You make it worse
You make me cry
You're like a curse
And so am I
I'm found outside
But lost within
I know I've tried
But I can't win
So once again
I shed this tear
But something still
Must keep me here
twas the dream before easter, and all through the house, most the creatures were stirring except for the louse, he was sick with a fever, so he went to bed, oh the funny funny dreams that went through his head
what dreams went through his head you said?
i will tell you what dreams, went through his head
there he was, asleep in his bed
oh the funny dreams yes, that went through his head
a chicken some milk a bus and a kid
all of these things, had gone through his lid
the bus it was hit, chicken was wet
and the child thought this was quite odd i will bet
but my poem is done,
and my lesson is through
goodbye to everyone, and goodbye
My heart is broken
All hope is gone
The words unspoken
I cry till dawn
I love you still
You love me too?
Oh, I would kill
To be with you
I'm in the dark
Alone and crying
I've left my mark
I feel like dying
The light i shun
The dark is here
I start to run
I shed this tear
Lost for words
But found for pain
Missing love
But not disdain
There is no love
There is no hope
Cant think of any
Ways to cope
Cant find the answer
Lost my way
Begin again
A brand new day
I swore it was over
I wanted it done
But still in my heart,
I thought you were the one
I tried other people
But they ended worse
I tried to move on
But I can't break this curse
I'd thought you were over
Than a blast from the past
You were back in my heart
This time's just like the last
But I hope in the end
It turns out alright
Cause' I'm still thinking of you
Before bed every night
I felt so alone
But now I really do
Now that you are gone
I only think of you
I cannot bear the pain
That i now feel inside
It's driving me insane
And I've nowhere to hide
I'm all alone and now I think
My heart has truly died
What's the point
It's all the same
No matter what
It ends in pain
Love is fake,
Love is blind,
The pain you take
Leaves hope behind
Your heart will sing
Your mind will fly
Cause they got tricked
It's just a lie
What is it about you
That I can't resist
What is it about you
That I have missed,
Why is it without you
I start to cry
But when I am with you
My heart seems to fly,
In my head I belive
My feelings are gone
But my heart still knows
That, that is all wrong
But still I do know
That this is true
For some crazy reason
I know I love you
It hurts to care
It hurts to cry
It isn't fair
I want to die
You make it worse
You make me cry
You're like a curse
And so am I
I'm found outside
But lost within
I know I've tried
But I can't win
So once again
I shed this tear
But something still
Must keep me here
twas the dream before easter, and all through the house, most the creatures were stirring except for the louse, he was sick with a fever, so he went to bed, oh the funny funny dreams that went through his head
what dreams went through his head you said?
i will tell you what dreams, went through his head
there he was, asleep in his bed
oh the funny dreams yes, that went through his head
a chicken some milk a bus and a kid
all of these things, had gone through his lid
the bus it was hit, chicken was wet
and the child thought this was quite odd i will bet
but my poem is done,
and my lesson is through
goodbye to everyone, and goodbye
My heart is broken
All hope is gone
The words unspoken
I cry till dawn
I love you still
You love me too?
Oh, I would kill
To be with you
I'm in the dark
Alone and crying
I've left my mark
I feel like dying
The light i shun
The dark is here
I start to run
I shed this tear
Summer Autumn Winter Spring
I guess theyre good
But just one thing
Toddler Teen and then Adult
They're all okay
But still one fault
Preschool Junior off to High
Still not set
But I will try
This is me
Its just too hard
They live with it
While I get scarred
How can it be?
How they all stand
I try so hard
Like it's quicksand
Its just too deep
Now its goodbye
But you should know
I really try
I swore it was over
I wanted it done
But still in my heart,
I thought you were the one
I tried other people
But they ended worse
I tried to move on
But I can't break this curse
I'd thought you were over
Than a blast from the past
You were back in my heart
This time's just like the last
But I hope in the end
It turns out alright
Cause' I'm still thinking of you
Before bed every night
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No more writers block!
Yes!!!!!!!
Hazaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
K.
Thats about it.
Normally id tell people not to read my journals but...realllllllly good that that is finally gone.
:]
K this time im back and im gonna keep up with my stuff.... and catch up with the 151 deviations i have to check. Anyway i honestly havnt written in about 2 months its driving me crazy, i have writers block that i just cant shake.... anyway yeah im back soo uhh. hi?
ok last time i was on was over a month ago but A LOT is going on and its wayyyyy to complicated and long to put in my journal but its too much i havnt gotten much time to write lately either, I think i've written like at most 3 things in the last month, long story short since i see no reason to not say it, i had my lock blade in school, "threatened" a kid the day before, got suspended for 10 days, then got expelled, and then i got community service for threatening the kid and doing damage to his house. Anyway yeah once again i got lots of messages and deviations too so ill catch up on those fast i got nothing else to do.
Ok i havnt been on in like a year (no computer) but yeah. you said this "Thanks for the !! Your poetry really is amazing. It's very deep and emotional. " a while ago. just wanted to say thanks :]